"ILB
What if I said your not like the others,
not like anyone else, not normal
What if I said your not just another one
What if I said your not normal because your unique
What if I said I wasn't pretending to like you
What if I said I love you
What if I said the feelings I have for you are real
Brandi Nicole Redstone, I Love You...

- Recruit PFC
2nd Squad Leader
Cartwright, Benjamin R"



I'm a disease, you are my cure, if I ever met you I would automatically be high, your the one person I imagine with me everyday, whenever I sleep, I sleep on my back with my arms across my chest and stomach, dreaming of you sleeping with me, ontop of me with me holding you, everyday, I wake up and think of the countless dreams I have had of you, of all of the countless thoughts I have had of you, of all of the drawings, poems I have created for you... I can't even remember half of the things... I finished my video today...

- Smiles -
Thank you for alwasy being there,
Thank you for being there when I needed you most,
Thank you for believing everything I have told you,
Thank you for loving me,
Thank you for talking to me when I needed someone to talk to,
Just.. Thank you..